My Chaos… God’s Kingdom

I have never in my life had clear skin. I have always had acne spots and patches of red .

I never fully knew why. I never understood while despite trying everything, that was with in reach of my budget, never worked. I have hated my body (it’s on my arms too), felt defeated and all the emotions.

I knew prior to this year that part of it was my allergies. The list of what I am allergic too is far greater than that of what I’m not. Bright side: only 1 good allergy that we have found. Once we found that allergy my face got better (I should have listened to my Mom years ago).

As I sat staring at the picture above I found my self admiring the spots, and red blotchy skin. I found myself remembering that God made me just the way I am! Allergies, PCOS (which causes acne that’s hard to get rid of), and all! The woman I see now isn’t ashamed of her face, isn’t defeated by possibly never having clear skin, and loves who God is turning her into! I have a testimony somewhere in all of this. I am perfect they way God made me!

The imperfections on my skin may always be there, but so will the smile when I look in the mirror. I will continue to use my skin care consistently and I will continue to wear makeup when I want too. Why? Because my skin care helps a lot, and I love doing my makeup! It gives me a clear picture in my mind of how God sees me!

Have a blessed day my friends! Much Love!